As some of you may know I transformed my whole life the past years. From being a very outliving & egoistic human, who spent money for fashion, restaurants and luxury articles, I stopped the way I was living one day and decided to turn around and walk a spiritual path. The treasure of bringing five children to this planet and the joy of being their mom pushed the trigger button of changing my way of pursuing happiness.
I’m proud of the changes I made, God has everything to do with that. He taught me to let go of my anger and fear and forgive every person who hurt me in my past. If you are reading this, please be sure I forgave you, whatever you did to me, it’s forgiven.
I suddenly realized I need no applause from the people, I need only applause from God! Studying the scripture and many other gospel related books the past years, I came to realize, heaven is real and we are a spirit being, which has control over our mind and body. By thinking positive thoughts and speaking positive words we attract positive energy. You should guard your words & deeds, because there is a cause and effect relationship to sin.
We create our own punishments by the actions we commit.
Being vegan is part of my “own” journey to heal this broken world. As much as you are responsible for your body you are also responsible for the earth we all share.
Imagine what God feels looking at us not appreciating but rather destroying this wonderful creation?
Our flesh is weak and my mom taught me early in life “life is hard”, we must battle constantly to overcome the flesh. The reason for this struggle? Strengthen your spirit to achieve perfect harmony between flesh & spirit. In order to be able to get God-like, full of love. Before you can feel joy, you must know sorrow.
Friends & family hear me struggling with this broken world; I believe all the violence & addictions come from a lack of spiritual vision. Why does everybody talk about daily changing stupidity instead of what really means living on earth?
Since the day we are born it’s a constant rush. Into the future. Every day passes by and you are moving towards end. End of this life. And into heaven. We never stop. We can not stop. Time goes by fast. While texting this- it’s already past. When we take family pictures I always stare at them and realize I can not stop the time. This moment is over now. Again.